All Wrong

I've been going about this all wrong. I haven't relied on God to be my support at all.

I need to pray.

I need to take this time to be a better man.

A quality woman will show up when God wants her to.

Hard facts

I'm a nice guy but I'm not your bitch.

Lonely

I can go out three nights in a row, spend all day at a family reunion, and still be lonely.

Rejected

Even though she didn't give me her number, I consider it a win. I need to come up with a better approach than "can I have your number".

Also, you're not moody.

Dreamin

This was the third dream I had about Mallory and I being together. I don't put much faith in dreams having "special meaning" but I guess this means I'm definitely not over her.

It felt good to be with her in the dream.

Dreams

I had a dream about being in a big group and Mallory was there. It was super awkward because she was talking to another guy, but I could tell she didn't want to make me feel uncomfortable. I kinda miss her.

This sucks.

I'm not in love

It's strange to not be in love with someone anymore.

I was all about Mallory. I would have done anything for her (which I guess is bs because I didn't move to Burlington), but then again she didn't move to Durham. I don't have that person to share everything with and I feel like nobody wants to know everything about me. It feels limiting and cold.

Shit.